Thursday, June 28, 2007

So I'm here in my room once again.

Blogging.

When I should be studying for my Math.

Whatever.

I didn't go to school today, and thus missed my Econs. (Note: I missed it as in I didn't take it - not miss as in felt sorry I didn't take it)

Had stomach flu.

So I'm sitting here in my room once again.

However, I'm just feeling that tinge of depression that comes with not being able to eat anything I want to. I'm demoted to eating rice with salted egg and fish. Which I find gross.

I told that to Sean, and SO expected his answer: "NICE WHAT!!!"

Sorry, so don't agree.

And tomorrow's a long day.

Math followed be A level Chinese Oral (can't believe they told it to us this week only) and then Commendation Rehearsal (which I don't think I'll be able to take since the standing and sitting so slowly it's like doing crunches - and as I currently have stomach flu it wouldn't do very well for my stomach to take that kind of exercise) and supposedly Cell Group, but my dad said not to go.

God, I really need strength. God's strength.

But this reminds me of something Nick told me a few months back. Of God's grace.

How, when everyone around me catches bugs, I do too, but in the mildest sense.

I mean, I'm not exactly vomitting my guts out. I'm not even vomitting. Just the occassional diarrhea.

And that's where I should base my gratitude, I guess.

But I really need to be sustained tomorrow.

Hope I can make it through!

And thanks to everyone who said they'd pray for me. And for those who would anyway. *smile*

Wow, I'm really ending my posts quickly recently.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

I just went blog-surfing.

And almost all my secondary school friends are talking about Thaddeus.

And it's making them think about mortality.

It's really sad... To finish living at 17.

And that actually made me think - I've lost touch with many of my friends from secondary school.

Even those I used to hang out with almost everyday.

I don't know what I'm feeling now.

Hmm...

LATE into the night... Or morning, rather.

So I'm sitting here in my room blogging on my sister's laptop.

When my Econs Common Test starts in about 12 hours. 11 hours and 4 minutes, to be specific. According to the time on my sister's laptop.

But don't blame me. I've reached the stage of studying when all you do is read the same line over and over again for 10 minutes trying to grasp the meaning of those black lines forming circles and lines but not really getting anything.

You know what I mean.

And I just read on the news the other day about this guy who passed away, who was my Sec 2 classmate.

It seems death is hitting closer and closer to home, for me at least.

For example, my great-grandfather passed away just a few months back, just before Chinese New Year.

Kinda morbid, thinking about these sort of things.

But I'm actually through thinking about mortality and all that.

Flashback: Garfield comics - I was just thinking about mortality. What would I do if Garfield passed on? Then I thought - lawn ornaments! -- in which Garfield replies "I'd outlive him if it kills me!"

Right.

I've been meaning to do that thingamajig Caroline did on her blog, but I can't really find the time or morale to do it.

Besides, my com crashed and I'm resorting to my sis' laptop.

Ah well.

Gross, my sis' boyfriend just called.

"Hola!" she squeaks, in that tone reserved for her boyfriend only!

Egad.

I think it'd be a different thing were I to experience romance, though.

Hm, this post seems to be getting mature... Death and Romance...

Right...

I'm still childish, though.

Though my sis' friend - whom I haven't seen in about 4 years, I think - saw me just now (she came to watch 'The Producers', and yes, I AM still hooked on it) and commented I'm taller and slimmer.

Too slim, I think.

My weight keeps fluctuating, and I'm at a 62 now.

Don't know what to make of it.

I CAN'T STAND ECONOMICS!!!

(Sorry, a bit of ranting here)

Economics is all purely theoretical, anyway. Very little is actually true. And most of the economists in this world just sit around predicting this and that, and lording it over other people that they know what's going to happen to this business and that business and when they're wrong, they jump back behind their books and give excuses and try to explain why they were wrong.

Sheesh.

And the only reason why I'm taking Econs is because they don't offer TSD here at SA (why they rejected MOE's offer I have no idea) or Music or anything that I'm actually moderately good at (not that I'd take Music, but ranting's ranting, so).

Um.

That's all I wanted to say about Econs, actually. The teachers are another matter, though. But I shan't badmouth anyone. It's just not good. Not for the soul, it ain't! *switch to ghetto speech here* It ain't good for nothing, especially not ma soul! And ma soul - it is well with ma soul!

Um. I'm being random again.

I guess it's the late night. 10 hours 53 minutes and counting... 52 minutes, sorry.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

FOR HILARY. (Here. You owe me.)

Okay, so regarding Hilary's comment over there.

It'd go something like that.

Hitler (The Producers - Springtime For Hitler): Heil myself, raise your hand! There's no greater dictator in the land

Chorus (Spamalot - Last part): Hallelujah! A Broadway wedding!

And that's it, actually.

...

Anyway, school starts tomorrow.

And my mum's calling me, so I have to go.

NOW.

For once, I'm really leaving quickly. Hah!

Saturday, June 16, 2007

To be or not to be, you mean the world to me: SHOWSTOPPER! FABULOUS!

Um. That was from The Producers. Again.

Call me obsessed, if you're not happy!!!

I think I always get like that, though. Like a musical then get obsessed until I bore myself with the songs.

I'm not bored of Spamalot yet, though. Not that bored, at least.

I WANT TO DOWNLOAD GRANADO ESPADA!!!

It looks like a real fun game.

Nick was just telling me about it.

And it sounds really fun.

And I feel like downloading.

But I'm restraining myself because I know when school starts, I won't have time for it, and now's not really a good time to get addicted on games like that, what with the holidays ending and all.

Heck, I don't even have time to continue my Neopets account that I started this year on the grounds of BOREDOM due to the long breaks we had during the PAE period.

I'll just play boring ol' Riviera - The Promised Land.

Sheesh.

And I can't believe I'm ending so quickly.

This post has been rather short.

Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss................................................. (In honour of The Producers. Go watch it if you don't know what it means. Ha!)

Friday, June 15, 2007

*Munch munch munch*

*Points to the title*

You know what that is?

The sound of me eating my own words.

COS I'M GOIN' TA DO ONE OF THEM QUIZZES!!!

Sorry. I just feel like it, ok??? Scold my prerogative!!!

*Taken from Geraldine's blog*

Ironic, much???

1 - word survey

Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

Not as easy as you might think.

1. Where is your cell phone?

Front.

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?

Non-existent.

3. Your hair?

*Shudder*

4. Your mother?

Mum?

5. Your father?

Dad?

6. Your favorite thing?

Raindrops-on-roses-and-whiskers-on-kittens

7. Your dream last night?

Erotic...

8. Your favorite drink?

Water!

9. Your dream car?

Lamborghini

10. The room you're in?

Study

12. Your fears?

Dunno.

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?

Older.

14. Who did you hang out with last night?

Family.

15. Your favorite memory?

None!?!?

16. Muffins?

NO.

17. One of your wish list items?

Face.

18. Where you grew up?

EARTH!

19. The last thing you did?

Typed.

20. What are you wearing?

Cloth.

21. Your TV?

Nice???

22. Your pet (s) ?

None.

23. Your computer?

Functioning?

24. Your life?

Um.

25. Your mood?

Random.

26. Your family?

Ikea.

27. What are you thinking about right now?

QUIZ.

28. Your car?

Father-chaffuered.

29. Your work?

BORING???

30. Your summer?

Fast.

31. You are?

Able. (I'm able, I know I'm able!!! I know my Lord is able to carry me through!)

32. Your favorite color?

Red.

33. When is the last time you laughed?

Just.

34. Last time you cried?

Dunno.

35. School?

Great-minus-homework.

36. Your favorite song?

*Shrug*

37. Your favorite food?

Edible.

You know, I can't stand this annoying Blogger thing where you copy everything down and they delete all the spaces and such automatically so you have to spend an absurdly long amount of time spacing and 'enter'ing everything so they are in proper paragraphs.

*pause for deep breath*

I needed that. I feel suffocated after the one-liner thing. Haha!!!

That's so cool!

One-liners!!!

I shall call the quiz that!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Yes, and I shall be going off to watch the Producers soon!!!

Yay!!

*Hums* "I want to be a producer, with a hit show on Broadway!"

Ooh, I'm ending rather quickly today.

Yes, that's right!

I'm not delaying for once!

Yay!

Um.

I'm delaying, aren't I?

*Sigh*

Here we go again.

Rattle, on and on...

STOP!

OFF!

NOW!!

OKAY!!!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

SPRINGTIME FOR HITLER AND GERMANY!!!... ...

Don't mistake me for being some Nazi-supporter. I'm not.

This is just one of the songs in the show "The Producers".

Fine, I know I'm slow. Be that way.

Anyway, so I've just seen the show, and that song's stuck in my head.

But everytime I watch a musical, it reminds me: I LOVE BROADWAY!!!

I just love it. Don't know why. Ever since I was young. The first time I heard a Broadway piece (you know one of those grand openings with the fanfare and all that with the typical Broadway feel to it), my heart soared and I was basking in the majesty of the brasses as they blasted away.

Really.

But I just love it. Really, really love it.

Flashback: Little Britain - Majorie Dawes: I just LOVE cake! LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE IT!!!!

Right.

There's just something about Broadway that gets to me like no other genre does.

Dawn says she would like to do Broadway/Jazz for next year's Rapture. How I wish I'd be able to participate!!!

Ah, well. Only God knows.

But I just love Broadway. Don't know why I'm constantly saying it in this post, but there you are.

I LOVE BROADWAY!!!

Right.

(Just to be clear, I'm talking about the place that stages musicals, and not those cheap coffee-shops/boutiques/other-shops that rip off the name to try to make their shop sound classy. Though some of those coffee-shops have quite not-bad foods.)

"BRO-O-O-O-O-O-O-OADWA-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-AY!!!"

(Cue final, grand, majestic note after this belt)

Sorry, it's that dramatic part of me. Again.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Body aches so bad... *OW!*

So I'm back after this long hiatus... Really long hiatus...

Too many things that's forcing my body to really painful proportions...

First, the LTC from Monday to Thursday (4th - 7th June) followed by Dance on Friday and Saturday.

Add 'tired and sleepy' to that list of complaints which has 'body aches' inside.

I'm not making much sense here, am I?

Anyway, LTC was really fun, and I kinda miss it. KINDA, cos I'm not some masochistic psycho who desires his body partaking in pain-inducing activities. Actually, I do, but not to such a large extent. Um. I don't think I'm making sense again.

Anyway:

LTC
Due to the total slack-ness of the Pre-U Seminar ("I'm not feeling well." "Okay, never mind, stay in today."), I sorta thought that LTC would've been like that, just more or less some camp where we'd have just activities and talk and stuff like that.

BOY, WAS I WRONG!!! (Ok, this point is quite obvious now, but then, like I said, because of the delusions I had from the Pre-U Sem, I just assumed it'd be something like that, ok??? Blame me for that then!) And thus I learnt my first lesson - Don't Expect anything. (Of course, I went on expecting a whole deal, but that's beside the point. Or not. But whatever.)

So we were shouted at and given eggs, then we had to *SOB!* surrender our handphones and valuables, basically. So we did. And then the boot camp-esque things came along. The boys and girls were divided. "YOU HAVE A LOT OF TIME, IS IT??? WHERE'S YOUR SENSE OF URGENCY???" - this we would soon hear in bulky proportions for the next few days. (I seem to use the word 'proportions' a lot. Oh well.)

So I slipped my egg into my pocket and ran out with my heavy bag and proceeded to empty my bag, pack it, empty it again, according to the word of the guy shouting in front (It was so early in the morning I more or less forgot who it was), and fell into pumping position.

"Down!"
"1!" we all shouted.
"Crack!" went my forgotten-egg in my pocket.
"GROSS!" my mind screamed.

And then I forgot most everything that happened except taking out the crushed egg shell out of my pocket and tossing it into the toilet, and missing. And that was just the first half-hour of the day.

The second day we had the Seeds of Perseverance game. Which was really tiring. But I can at least boast that "12 bottles of green beans were poured all over the LT and we cleaned up every single bean up into the bottles!" Well - not every bean, there was still quite a sizable amount left over, but it was still quite a not-bad thing. Then we walked out of the LT, and due to our working conditions (it was dark with no communication or air-con, with sweat everywhere), when we walked out of that blasted LT, the normal air blew on our bodies like air-con, and I'm not exaggerating. So we had a 5/10-minute break, and went back into the LT for our 'debrief' which consisted of talking, shouting, and the bean-filled bottles poured all over the LT right in front of us. When I saw Minyi pouring everything all over, I just sat there and laughed a very dry, wry laugh, which prompted Yijie to shout, "Matheus! Very funny is it?"

The second time, all I could think of was how I would be doing that next year.

I had a souveneir from that game - a green bean got stuck in my shoe and just refuses to budge. Next year, if I do get into the LTC Committee, during that game, I think I'll just look at that bean and get reminded of this year's LTC.

Of course, a lot was learnt, about teamwork and stuff, but I've overwritten all those lessons in the reflections we had, I don't think I want to put them up here. It'll be regurgitation, anyway.

Then after that, we were asked if we thought we could do it in an even shorter amount of time (the first time we took 1 h 5 min, the second time 50 min), and NO ONE answered, I think because we didn't want to see the beans being poured out all over again.

So that was more or less the highlight of the day, not saying that the other games weren't impactful - they were, just that they weren't as impactful.

So on the third day, we were woken up at 2 a.m. and shouted at, then we trekked down to Sentosa at 3 a.m. all the way until 7 a.m. This was really pushing my limits - and I'm glad I managed to. *smiles really widely*

Then I had a short nap after we arrived and had breakfast - I was SO tired, I fell asleep and started dreaming almost immediately, and then we had to do even more activities.

Then we were told we had to trek back to school, and our whole group was "Oh, okay." (Nothing could've been worse than Seeds, and so now we just take everything in our stride. *another smile*) We were being lied to, whatever, but I think that showed that at that point of time, we just knew we could if our minds wanted us to (the theme of the day was 'Perseverance' and I think we did do ourselves proud *another smile - if I smile another time, my face will break*) and so we went back to school, and I can't really remember anything after that.

The last day came and went quite quickly, and we were sorta counting down to when the whole camp would end. The fun part was doing the game we had planned (it was really, really hilarious to see everyone scream when we blew the whistle 3 times and panic really, really badly), and the finale, where we did our item (which - if I do say so myself - quite successful). Then the seniors did their item, we did some cheers, some punishment, and then it was over. (Not really - we ran to the field and had a field-day [Haha! Get it? Field - field-day? Okay, the word 'field' is starting to look wrong] stomping our eggs since camp was over. Then when we were walking over to the school gate, Wan Yi and I decided to smash even more eggs into the bin - she got so engrossed she smashed it on the rim, and egg fell out. And we had to clean it. *rolls eyes*

And that was it.

The next day I had to wake up early for Dance.

In which I learnt 3 combinations and presented it to Zaki. In a horrible fashion reminding me of my pre-SYF days, in which I had no idea which move was next, and I was just following the person in front of me (in this case, it was Dawn) and thus looked really lagged.

But I still got blocked! And since the theme of the whole thing is "High Fashion", we got to do lots of poses. Which is quite fun. But by the end of both days of blocking, my body was aching more than ever.

But still, this past week was really, really fun.

I dread school to start.

I dread having to start studying.

But I'm in the pre-tap dance! I got picked! Yay me!

Um.

When I start typing like that, it usually means I'm ending this post.

And so it shall.

End.

Now?

Yes.

I have to start on my Lit homework.

Which, I might add, I didn't really know about since I was away at Pre-U Sem and I wasn't informed about it, then I had to go for the LTC, and then Dance, and I haven't done it yet and it was due the day before yesterday.

I hope Mrs Ho accepts it.

And I really should end.

NOW.

Okay, stop pushing!

Flashback to The Nanny: "Ma, don't be so pushy!" *pushes two girls aside*

The Nanny. I love that show.

I'm going to watch it tomorrow!

Okay, I really have to go now.

NOW.

NOW!