Many many many many things have happened since I last blogged.

One of which was Orientation!!!

SIERSHA! YEAH! (Fine, I know I'm really slow since Orientation was like a week or so ago. But still, right.)

I think our cheer was really cool. Haha, I still can remember it! Duh, we came up with it together...

Anyway.

I've been really, really drowsy this week. The high from Orientation then the back-to-school feeling is disgusting. Like being high on drugs then the slums after. Just feeling really wasted.

But it's all good. Just have to get back into gear. Then everything will follow.

I've determined not to be so slack this year. I've determined that I'm going to do some of my hardest work in JC. I've determined that I'll do my best work for my A Levels since they're probably going to be the hardest academic hurdle I'll have to leap across. Or rather, fly across. With flying rainbows. Um.

Looking back, it all makes sense now. A lot of sense. Thank God He has an amount of that that will last for about another eternity or so. And the lessons learnt I hope I won't forget. Hopefully. But for now, there's just peace.

Anyway I hope my OG has been properly orientated into SA. That's the most important part of being an OGL, I think. After all the fun has died down and all the laughter has gone (think Tiffany's 'busty-ness', Natalie's 'voluptousness' and Pearlyn's kindgergarten vomit), I wish those 'kids' (as ZhiYang calls them!) will feel comfortable in SA and soon come to love SA as I do.

And GOSH, I don't know what to do after Cross-Country... My OG's going out, my class might be going out, and my Council friends are asking me out. Of course my heart is leaning towards my Council mates, but... ... Dunno.

Anyway, I think 2008 has brought out some reflection about re-ordering certain things in my life. Priorities and such. God's been showing me, I now realize.

From my blog, I see I've been so obssessed with myself that I've neglected the people around me. I'm so focussed on what I feel, how I feel and such, that I've forgotten that there are hurting people around me. That I've even forsaken God for myself. Which is one of the most selfish things I've ever done.

Seek ye first the kingdom of God
And His righteousness
And all these things shall be added unto you
Hallelu - Hallelujah

I've really forgotten about this. And I don't want to any longer. TO RETURN TO HIM!

I needed to return unto the altar of my God
To renew again my covenant with Him

And there I built an altar to His Name
And realized my life would never be the same
And then the fires of revival will come sweeping through my soul
And I touched the holy presence of my God

Come build and altar unto the Lord
Return to worship and hear His word
And then the fires of revival will come sweeping through my soul
And I'll touch the holy presence of my God

It'll take effort, but I SO want to draw closer to Him even more than ever before now. After all I've been through, it's always been Him.

I will dance, I will sing
To be mad for my King
Nothing, Lord, is hindering this passion in my soul

And I'll become even more undignified than this
Some may say it's foolishness but
I'll become even more undignified than this
Leave my pride by my side

OH YEAH!