Honestly.

My patience wears thin.

Unbearably thin.

If I were alone at home now, I think I'd scream.

To be so - I dunno - oblivious to everything around. That's just sick.

I mean, seriously, could you do a self-check? Be more aware?? Not just of those little things about surroundings, but even the very basic nature of your happiness. Get a grip of your life, and stop lamenting and lambasting the rest of the world for some personal fault of yours. I agree, it ain't all your fault, but WAKE-UP CALL HERE! I take it you assume that it's all hearsay - and now from simple judgements made. How do you know? How do I know, for that matter, I admit, but you don't even entertain that thought, but you just make an assumption that ooh, the world hates you! and you blame the world, and never yourself. Do you even reflect?

And that's not the only thing. You can act all intrusive and stuff into people's lives, so go ahead! I don't care! But you know what? I don't think you'd even have the oppoturnity if I had not done what I did. But never mind, go on with your life, behave all 'us' now that you've got your security. But let me tell you something. There will come a day when that security you now have will be ripped from you, and then you'll be like when you once were. Alone, insecure, and looking for more. And you may or may not find it.

There's no point in looking in security for things that are temporary. Placing the worth of your life on it. It's pointless. It'll just go away. God knows I've experienced that time and time again. It just. Won't. Work.

Now I've vented enough.

Wring each other dry.