And now that BT 1 is over, it seems I can't really be bothered about studies now.
My apathy level for studying has increased to, like, 98% Procrastination mode? No actually, procrastination would indicate an actual knowledge of the fact that I have to study. I just don't. I just go through my days just lesson after lesson trying to grasp things, and if I don't, I don't go back and study. Heh. Better change that mindset soon. Or even better, now.
Just imagine. In a year, I'd be in the army. Or less, as a matter of fact. That's fast.
I've decided not to let my thoughts run away from me that simply anymore. I'll just control, subdue, and submit it to God. Then I won't get so unnecessarily depressed over things that should not even be affecting me. It's working well so far.
Dance is starting to be exhausting. The mental strain, too. Shan't elaborate, however. Let me just say that the intricacies of certain disciplines that go beyond the mere facade of the superficial [physically-speaking] have justified their stereotypes. Or maybe not.
Regardless, I've decided to try to be less depressed in school. Although this 'emo' look has a certain appeal that I find myself falling for time and again. It's just this mood that reads "Leave me alone, cos my day sucks" although the intention behind it screams "Can't you see I'm depressed??? Aren't you going to try to make it better???" Attention gets the better of us.
And yes, I do know that I'm blogging all over the place today. Not to mention the sudden surge of vocabulary words catapulting all over the place that I haven't used in eons. Or rather, since my days at Catholic High [where the sole purpose of using said words was to impress each other in a bid to lay hold of the claim of 'best writer for English', the position of which I have to say I held in the minds of my other classmates - not in my mind, however, because I knew of the other multitudes of people admiring my work could exceed mine - and have, in some cases since I haven't bothered to do long sentences for no particular purposes in a really long time all the while inserting some long words that will make my work seem so much more complicated and sophisticated than it actually is], and this could be attributed [see? 'attributed', not 'due'] to the fact that I am sick [ill, etc.] and my mind isn't working too well, and my mind just intends to spout out rubbish till I fall sicker or recover.
Okay that was rubbish.
So I shan't waste any more time blogging stuff like that cos it's quite a waste of time seeing that it's already coming to midnight and I haven't really started on my Math tutorial, and that I should be recuperating by eating then sleeping soon.
I think my medicine's making me drowsy.
Heh.
In honour of that short little girl who kept asking me for these two adages today -- "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" or "Out of sight, out of mind"?
"If the world were to move at a slower pace and your speed remained constant, the relative velocity would cause you to be able to move much faster than before. Therefore, the world should move at a slower pace."
My apathy level for studying has increased to, like, 98% Procrastination mode? No actually, procrastination would indicate an actual knowledge of the fact that I have to study. I just don't. I just go through my days just lesson after lesson trying to grasp things, and if I don't, I don't go back and study. Heh. Better change that mindset soon. Or even better, now.
Just imagine. In a year, I'd be in the army. Or less, as a matter of fact. That's fast.
I've decided not to let my thoughts run away from me that simply anymore. I'll just control, subdue, and submit it to God. Then I won't get so unnecessarily depressed over things that should not even be affecting me. It's working well so far.
Dance is starting to be exhausting. The mental strain, too. Shan't elaborate, however. Let me just say that the intricacies of certain disciplines that go beyond the mere facade of the superficial [physically-speaking] have justified their stereotypes. Or maybe not.
Regardless, I've decided to try to be less depressed in school. Although this 'emo' look has a certain appeal that I find myself falling for time and again. It's just this mood that reads "Leave me alone, cos my day sucks" although the intention behind it screams "Can't you see I'm depressed??? Aren't you going to try to make it better???" Attention gets the better of us.
And yes, I do know that I'm blogging all over the place today. Not to mention the sudden surge of vocabulary words catapulting all over the place that I haven't used in eons. Or rather, since my days at Catholic High [where the sole purpose of using said words was to impress each other in a bid to lay hold of the claim of 'best writer for English', the position of which I have to say I held in the minds of my other classmates - not in my mind, however, because I knew of the other multitudes of people admiring my work could exceed mine - and have, in some cases since I haven't bothered to do long sentences for no particular purposes in a really long time all the while inserting some long words that will make my work seem so much more complicated and sophisticated than it actually is], and this could be attributed [see? 'attributed', not 'due'] to the fact that I am sick [ill, etc.] and my mind isn't working too well, and my mind just intends to spout out rubbish till I fall sicker or recover.
Okay that was rubbish.
So I shan't waste any more time blogging stuff like that cos it's quite a waste of time seeing that it's already coming to midnight and I haven't really started on my Math tutorial, and that I should be recuperating by eating then sleeping soon.
I think my medicine's making me drowsy.
Heh.
In honour of that short little girl who kept asking me for these two adages today -- "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" or "Out of sight, out of mind"?
"If the world were to move at a slower pace and your speed remained constant, the relative velocity would cause you to be able to move much faster than before. Therefore, the world should move at a slower pace."
posted by Matheus at
8:39 AM
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